Escape from your noose

This song really meant a lot to me long ago. It makes me thing about the additions I have, had and beat, still sitting with. Despite of beating it, how much damage did they do? Here’s the lyrics, and the song. Listen out loud.     So glad to see you well...

Back on track?

It’s been a while and strangely “life found a way”. I am making a few important decisions. But for now the focus is on me. What can I do more, better. Time to dig deep and fight. Get my life on track. I just cannot help to wonder if it will be worth...

My 41st, time to make a change

In 4 days I will be 41 years old. This will be the third consecutive birthday where my relationship is in such a state that I don’t even want to celebrate my birthday. Can  I sacrifice another year for this? My son is my life and hope and I will do anything for...

The end of 2020

Many people will be glad this year is over. But I am afraid not much is going to change going into 2021. With COVID-19 sweeping again across the country and the world I cannot see things go back to “normal” anytime soon. What is normal anyway? The new...

Self-mastery

I was blown away by this talk.   5 Hindrances: – Sensual desire: From senses, as you climb you get distracted, hunger, etc. – Ill will/aversion – negative emotions, dislike against something/ situation / person. In climbing mountain you need to get...

My current world in a few words

It’s day one hundred and fifty something of lockdown. Will we ever get out of this? Will liitf ever get back to normal? Is this the new normal? Here’s the things that have been consuming my life the last 4 months: Work My Son Sleep Star Craft 2 Studying...
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