So I hardly post here anymore. All I can say right now is that life sure knows how to throw a curve ball.

Just when you think one part is so amazingly off the charts awesome and rewarding another part starts falling apart.

When do you make that call? When do you decide that you no longer want to be someone you dont like? When you have that moment of awareness, that clarity hits you that you’ve become someone else and you dont necessarily like it. What if going back to that place where you want to go has become such a difficult road it is going to be the most challenging thing you’ve done all your life?

Anyway. This is helping me